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Check out this band Shuffled Existence! www.reverbnation.com/shuffledexistence
3 songs recorded. Site comming soon.
People are the stupidest creatures alive, I've been noticing lately. It's pretty sad really to see that being in any populated open space is like being in a zoo cage with monkeys. Don't get me wrong, I am too one of them monkeys, just that I feel like a chimpanzee among baboons, I see only asses everywhere. If there are more people that feel like this, please tell me. I feel sooo alone in my cage.
  • Listening to: ape noise
  • Reading: people's mind to see if i'm getting any banannas
  • Watching: Animal Planet
  • Playing: with bananna peels
  • Eating: BANANNAS!!!!
  • Drinking: bannana brandy
Yes...
  • Listening to: the voice inside my head
  • Reading: lips
  • Watching: whatever is on TV
  • Playing: the piano before selling it
  • Eating: nothing. Smoking alot.
  • Drinking: coffee
So...There's some sexy artwork coming soon...
  • Listening to: the voice inside my head
  • Reading: lips
  • Watching: whatever is on TV
  • Playing: the piano before selling it
  • Eating: nothing. Smoking alot.
  • Drinking: a scheisseload of vodka
  • Listening to: the voice inside my head
  • Reading: lips
  • Watching: whatever is on TV
  • Playing: the piano before selling it
  • Eating: nothing. Smoking alot.
  • Drinking: a scheisseload of coffee
I chose to give up art, any kind of art because current events showed me it's all useless. So I don't know for how long I'll be hanging around.Cheers!
  • Listening to: the voice inside my head
  • Reading: lips
  • Watching: whatever is on TV
  • Playing: the piano before selling it
  • Eating: nothing. Smoking alot.
  • Drinking: a scheisseload of coffee
The wolf looks like the lamb... Your life is in his hand... He wears your heart on his sleeve...Break a leg while tryin' to leave...Bite your tongue for sayin' the truth... The dogs are on to you... The Gods play hide and seek...Blood baths start to leak... Witness the feast of the leach...Burn the book and save the witch...It's all the same...It's such a shame.
  • Listening to: the silence
  • Reading: John Steinbeck- The moon is down
  • Watching: The dangerous lives of altar boys
  • Playing: Bunny Bounce Deluxe
  • Eating: nothing. Smoking alot.
  • Drinking: Safary
Me, I'm not...
  • Listening to: NIN- Me, I'm not
  • Reading: Freud
  • Watching: the world I know falling apart
  • Playing: Scrabble
  • Eating: nothing. Smoking alot.
  • Drinking: Sprite
  • Listening to: NIN- Me, I'm not
  • Reading: Freud
  • Watching: the world I know falling apart
  • Playing: Scrabble
  • Eating: nothing. Smoking alot.
  • Drinking: Sprite
I push my fingers through the night
And feel the moist of the unknown
I thought it would feel better
I thought I'd like it,
But I don't
I wish there were your fingers
Pushing against the dark
And I would be the only one
To see the light
But there is no one in this attic
Where all is messed up and chaotic
And I'm here feeling ecstatic
By myself.
And I'm feeling sane but synesthetic
I'm feeling your shape with my tongue
And I can almost taste your fingers
Pushing deeply in the night
While your air is deep inside me
I feel you breathing through my lungs
While you are dying of my illness
Softly coagulating my blood.
And I can taste your bitterness
While slowly running down my cheek
As I reach and reach for something
I do not need to seek
Cos it's there standing still and poised
Waiting to enter the night and tear it apart
Waiting for me to call it in
Waiting for a sign to start.
  • Listening to: Rhcp- Don't forget me
  • Reading: Plumb
  • Watching: their violence turn to bruises
  • Playing: Scrabble
  • Eating: you alive
  • Drinking: liquid happines
I've got some dirty thoughts
Involving you me and a Luger.
I've got blood on my hands,
I guess I broke the skin...
And yes I don't follow your words
Cuz they lead me to the low
And if I let you in
I'm afraid I won't grow...

All the chills running down my spine
Let them drill as I feel us entwine
Nothing counts as an err or a sin
Our sweat and spit will wash it clean
It's drenched in dirt...

(The rest is yet to come)
  • Listening to: Queens Of The Stone Age- The blood is love
  • Reading: some shitty lyrics
  • Watching: the traffic
  • Playing: with mi boyfriend
  • Eating: you alive
  • Drinking: liquid happines
Incapacitatea de a intelege duce la obsesie. Tot ceea ce nu inteleg ma obsedeaza. Nu inteleg nimic, de aceea ma obsedeaza totul. Obsesia este cea mai inalta stare a psihicului uman. Este singura stare in care dorinta, interesul si setea de informatie se combina si se amplifica, ridicandu-ne de la statutul de primata bipeda la cel de zeu. Obsesia este cel mai bun medicament impotriva depresiei. Cand esti obsedat nu ai timp sa fii deprimat. Cand esti obsedat nu ai timp sa fii.  Cand esti obsedat esti peste tot pe unde este si obiectul obsesiei tale.  Obiectul obsesiei mele este pretutindeni. Obiectul obsesiei mele este totul. Tu faci parte din tot, de unde reiese ca tu esti o parte din obiectul obsesiei mele. Dar tie nu iti pasa, pentru ca tu ai alte obsesii ale caror obiect eu nu sunt si nici nu voi fi. Fiecare obsedat are ca obsesie un alt obsedat care are, la randul lui o alta obsesie. Doar in momentul in care doi obsedati se vor avea ca obsesie unul pe celalalt se va ajunge la un nou inceput. Care sunt obsesiile tale? Ce te obsedeaza? Vreau sa aflu...Sunt obsedata...
  • Listening to: Queens Of The Stone Age- The blood is love
  • Reading: some shitty lyrics
  • Watching: the traffic
  • Playing: with mi thumbs
  • Eating: edible stuff
  • Drinking: liquid happines
There's nothing interesting about me... Nothing whatsoever...
  • Listening to: Tom Waits- Goin out west
  • Reading: some shitty lyrics
  • Watching: hot dudes (so many of 'em)
  • Playing: with mi thumbs
  • Eating: edible stuff
  • Drinking: liquid happines
Ya friggin wasted
  • Listening to: Tom Waits- Goin out west
  • Reading: some shitty lyrics
  • Watching: hot dudes (so many of 'em)
  • Playing: with mi thumbs
  • Eating: edible stuff
  • Drinking: liquid happines
You're all invited
  • Listening to: Tom Waits- Goin out west
  • Reading: some shitty lyrics
  • Watching: hot dudes (so many of 'em)
  • Playing: with mi thumbs
  • Eating: edible stuff
  • Drinking: not right now, mybe on Saturday
Are we still friends? I mean seriously I don't understand anything of all this exilerating piece of shit. I swear to whatever I call God that I don't understand. I'm a retard, an idiot, an ignorant. Yes, I am. And I don't deny it. I am proud of it. We have nothing in common. But why would we? Why should we be the copy of eachother? Do you like to look in the mirror while speaking? Do you like to make out with your photograph? Do you like to touch yourself? Are you a narcissist, my so called friend? Cuz you really seem to be. You seem so inlove with yourself. And if you love yourself so much, why don't you go fuck yourself, in all the kinky ways you can think of? Go, have the fun of your life. Stick your fingers and your tongue and all your appendages in every orifice you want! I wonder what will you find... Pleasure, discontent, or maybe just dust and lints and the memory of a past intercourse with somebody else than yourself, whom you hated having inside you, in whose insides you felt lost and didn't like to wander. After you finish this exploration , whose results will bring you back to your recklessness, you will come to me and tell me everything, and you'll want me back. And I would say yes, if only you were younger, if only we were in the same town, if only we met.
  • Listening to: Incubus- Here in my room
  • Reading: my own work
  • Watching: hot dudes (so many of 'em)
  • Playing: with mi thumbs
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: not right now, but I definetly will
Small light bulbs on a hanger
They seem slightly amused
Everything's so hot and tense
It might just burn a fuse
There's a feeling of pleasure
Rising up from abuse
Masoquism is in fashion
Spare one more excuse

Cuz I'm trying to bend
There's no way I could break
The devil's a saint
When you don't make mistakes

There is one in a corner
Seems enlightened and loose
There's no need to offense
Just amaze and confuse
When you're offered one's hand
Would you dare to refuse
Hide and seek is our game
We both need a good screw

Cuz I tried to bend
Can't belive how I break
The devil's a saint
But I made a mistake

But why would you care?
We both got what we want
You've just got screwd
I got screwed up
  • Listening to: QOTSA- Skin on skin
  • Reading: Of mice and men
  • Watching: hot dudes (so many of 'em)
  • Playing: with mi thumbs
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: as much as possible
Treason is the only word on my lips right now. I really think I should just disappear and let everyone be happy together. I'm always the 6th finger , the 4th wiseman , the evil twin. There's just no room for me.
















You've just got screwed
I got screwed up...
  • Listening to: QOTSA- The sky is fallin
  • Reading: ones lips
  • Watching: everything passing me by
  • Playing: with mi thumbs
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: no more, cuz shit happens when drinkin'